TURN TO

Everybody set the sky as their limit but I'm falling in deep space, no ones there so who do I TURN TO
When I fall I gets back up with no hesitation because everybody falls but still who do I TURN TO
When I make mistakes and need advice, everybody needs guidance, there's no one I can TURN TO
Everytime I call out I hear my echo bouncing off the walls is there any one I can TURN TO
Then when somebody say trust how can I learn to trust if there was never any one I could TURN TO
At birth and growing up in life, for that father figure, it was always who do I TURN TO
Don't get me wrong I'm not making no excuses for myself or anybody else because I felt I had no one to TURN TO
Really it made me more aware and stronger because I had myself to TURN TO
So when it was time to be a man it wasn't you who showed me it was me who I TURNED TO
When it was time for words of encouragement it was me who I TURNED TO
When people around me need something its me that they TURN TO
It was never a man that taught me how to be a man nobody showed me but my mom was there for me to TURNED TO
No one can take this world on their own everybody need someone or something to TURN TO
If I needed Knowledge books is what I TURNED TO
If I needed Wisdom elderly people was who I TURNED TO
When my emotions was unstable music was what I TURNED TO
When I needed love and care family and friends was who I TURNED TO
When I wanted to push my skills farther it was competition I TURNED TO
I wonder why, just why when it came to being a man to my father I could never TURN TO...

Life

This world is driving me insane where is my humanity
Holding my head the thoughts in my head fulled with insanity
Can I blame this world even if its really at fault
They say our decisions makes who we are or is that really just talk
Yours choices sometimes is force into submission
Yours conscience screams out but at times it hard to listen
Looking so hard most times the point you missing
And people don't want to do cause they want god to fulfill hopes and wishes
But I, we know god didn't make life as simple as that
We gotta make mistakes and learn to live with regret
And why is it so hard have for people to get and give respect
Well I already know the answer to that its that "I not a push over" epic
Man I wish life was as simple as the birds and the bees
Even when you think you seen
Everything, Life brings a sight to your eyes that you never seen
I thought I was over it but still I have a problem with life
Its nothing like the chicken pops you can go through the same problem twice
Three times four times man really its numberless
Don't know what this world has in store so we all are adventours...

What If (Hypothetically Speaking)

Think about this what if MLK would have giving up we probably would have never been consider equal, what if Micheal Jordan would have giving up he wouldn't be known as the best basketball player in history, What happen if wayne would have giving up would he have been known as the best rapper alive, what if obama would have giving up he wouldn't have made history as the first black president so hypothetically speaking what if I give up would I be stoppin myself from being something great??

Quoting My Life

Feeling Like MLK trying to turn dreams into reality
But people say they're to far fetch but it don't sound right to me
Feeling a mime cause everything feels imaginary
But I'm motivated man honestly very
I got enough to share
Making them into believers the ones that didn't care
My eyes stay close cause to these dreams I'm dedicated
Walk with my head down cause my thoughts keep me fasinated
That thought is man I just got to make it...

No Title

Well this don't have a title...Why?...Just didn't think of one
I'm just writing to write...this is how I have fun
When life gets stressful this is how I run
Away from my problems...Most people won't understand
I'm not writing to impress...this is how I ventilate man
When it comes to this I try becomes I can
Write about anything you put before me and
Promise I won't disappoint you
Finding people with skills like that you will only find a few
Hi chew...sniff...God bless me or cursed me with these skills
What do you mean? Thank you for asking I'm going to tell you how I feel
The bless part comes from me touching every soul that hears or reads this
And the curse...man...I'm not going to read that list
Just know its these bottled up emotions killing me trying to get out
That's why my pen bleeds to death because there isn't enough air in my mouth
To let all of these emotions, feelings, and thoughts out
Its mandatory I got to write it down so I won't forget them
Every single thing I write is another moment of my life
Gotta know where I came from so I can stay above the rim
No time for mistakes can't do stuff twice
I'm a nice person but I think so mean
I know life is black and white but still I'm looking for some green (money)
Cause in this life that's the only color that matter
People see that first then everything else comes after
Man let me wrap this up
I done ventilated enough
I had escaped all my problems in these few little moments
In my own world again without even knowing it
Oh yeah now that I'm finished what should the title be
Uhhh......Mmmm still don't know...lets just say for a moment ya'll escaped this world with me

Helping The Game

Writing every single letter like its my last
Some nights I find myself going to sleep on my pad
But one particular night I slept and dreamed
That the rap game was a female as crazy as it seemed
She was fine but rough around the edges
It seem like she been through alot I could only imagine
As I got near I seen she was crying
I thought to myself maybe its the wrong timing
But I asked her was she alright and ok
She reply no its the same day after day
I thought they loved me they just lie and cheat
And get one night stands on the sneak
It's stressing me out getting on my nerves
I wish I could fly away just like a bird
As I rubbed her back listened and observed
I told her like every letter I'm about my word
I'll treat you right never cheat or lie
Pulled her close and said baby don't cry
Your wish came true I'm your wings we'll fly
Like a bird off into the clouds
She said how can I trust you - you seem like the crowd
But before I could even tell her my case
I was awaken by some noise in my place
I grab the pen
I know right then
I can't give up I won't ever quit
The rap game need help and I'm in love with the chick...

Tomorrow...Ending

TOMORROW how can I speak on it when it's so far away
Live the moment like it's your last is what they always say
But stop and think about what if it's really your last
Moments of life and TOMORROW came down with a crash
Would people remember me and cry when I die
Or would they forget and never shed a single tear drop from their eye
I believe I would go to heaven because I lived my life according to things I thought was right
Saying no and yes ma'am or sir and even to strangers I'm polite
But if the world ENDED TOMORROW what could I say about my goals
...Could I really say I seeked and overcame all obstacles
That was put before me
Could I say trying to be perfect it was wisdom I seeked
Could I say I tried to make happy, the people around me
Could I say I shared
With people and no strings attached cared
Even when they took my heart, my feelings, and emotions throw them
On the ground stomp them
And had drag them through the mud
Honestly I can say even with fear I still loved
Even if it was lover, family, or friend
I never kept hatred in my heart and when
Someone is around me feeling sad or just down
I had to make them smile can't stand to see someone with a frown
Since TOMORROW isn't promise I can say I achieved most of my short term goals
Overcame alot of obstacles to achieve my long term goal so I could please my soul
Because I believe you got to live for something because you can die for no reason
Living to learn instead of learning to live is how my days become pleasing
But TOMORROW TOMORROW where art thy TOMORROW
For its another day of joy, depression, and sorrow
Another day of madiness, happiness, sadness, sining, and repending
So what if TOMORROW was ENDING....